Hello. I just want to say first off that is not a rainy night, but I decided to title this piece that because that is how my heart feels. Just joshing. But I just think it suits how things are. But that was more like last night, so tonight should just be titled clearing skies. Anyways we just got back from girls state and it was awesome because CREEK WON! I wanted them to so badly and I knew since we lost by two points last year we would for sure win this year. Ha ha Fairview. But it was good, I cheered loud as always and I had fun with the guys and my Lauren. That's right she's mine! Ok well I will share her with Andy. That sounds psychotic, but it's how I feel. Deep in my heart. Just kidding again. Man, I am on fire tonight!! Anydangway, that is what we did. After waking up and trying to step over all of the guys on the floor and then they finally got up showered and we went to eat. That was a really weird worded sentence. But you get the point... Ok back to the day. So ya, Lyle swam really well (third in the 50! and 8th in the 100) and pretty everyone else did super dooper as well. Todd, Ryan, Matt and Scott went over a little earlier to save seats and Lauren and I went over a little bit later with Nathan. So it was good to see all of them again.
Let me say my little spheel on last night. It was fun since the guys came up and we had ourselves a regular old hoe down in here. A grand old time and then we went out and yadda yadda yadda and came back here later and I got upset because I went to visit Kristin and she didn't seem to care much that I was up there. So I started crying and I was talking to Lauren and she said I should talk to Kristin, so I did. And I was being SUCH a baby. I could not stop crying, I mean I could barley even breath. I mean yes, I was drunk... but it wasn't just because of that I might have cried all the same. I was really upset and it was mainly because I wanted Lauren and Kristin to be friends and they were having some difficulties. So eventually after crying to Venessa and Kristin forever (they were probably ready to just put me to bed) Lauren finally came up and then her and Kristin ended up talking for a while. I thought I left my retainer upstairs (lovely, I know) but it was in my pocket, so I went up there and never came back down. I talked with Venessa for a bit and she just told me to go to bed so I came back down here and crawled over everyone and went to bed.
Lauren told me that it went better and I could not be more realived that things are at least a little bit better. Because I was pretty upset. But now things are better and I am so thankful that they talked it out. Hopefully now everyone can be happy. I really like it when everyone is happy. So we'll see but I think things will get better.
So on another note right now Lauren and I ordered Jimmy John's and got some delicious sandwiches and now we are going to start THE NOTEBOOK! I can't wait to see it! Finally. And mmm that was a tasty dinner. O crap I have to do homework tomorrow. And call BZ, I must not forget. My parents got me a card and some chocolate and $40! And BZ sent me a GIANT card and Elise sent me a nice card. That was very nice of all of them and it made me like Valentine's day a little more, but it's still not my favorite holiday. I am being a really bad friend I just realized. I never called my mom or dad back today (yes, they are my friends), I still haven't called Chris back, I never called Ryan or Elise or Alex back either. DOH! And you may ask why I am writing about all of this rather than calling these people back and I don't really have an answer for you. All I can say is that this doesn't take as much time... Yeah that's the worst excuse. I will call them all tomorrow. OK! Drop it.
Ok, well we're going to watch the movie now. I just wanted to write a little bit today. Also if I said anything to offend anyone you can call me and we will discuss what it really meant. Please note that I DO NOT mean many of the things I say. I just say them for a comical or sort of a weird kind of humorus thing... Just for future reference. I guess it's not that funny. But I just wanted to say that. Ok well I am going now. I WILL BE BACK! Ta ta for now.
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Friday, February 11, 2005
Randomness
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Well I must make this quick. But all I can say is I have a lot going on in that little skull o mine. We have to go look at our house later today and I want to, but I am feeling stressed because Lauren's dad doesn't like the fact that we still have to pay for the house during the summer, even when we're not living in it. But that's the only way you can own a house, I'm not going to live in some appartment and have to move out every year and move back in again. That would be awful. I'll have my dad talk some sense into him. So I hope that works out. Secondly, I think Kristin hates me...for various reasons. Lauren tried talking to her today and I think she took it differently than she meant to say it. Uh o. I hope there aren't any hard feelings.
I also have a lot of homework that has accumulated since I haven't really done any since I've been here. O no. I have a shit load of reading. And I think the rest of this week is going to be really busy as well as the whole weekend. I have no clue when I am going to get going on all that. I do feel better that I swam last night and lifted this morning, but now that I ate more than I weigh, it probably doesn't matter.
I am just going to day I absoutley love "Man on the side" by John Mayer. I like a lot of his songs, but for some reason this reminds me of good times... I mean nothing too great really, driving home for st. claire after practice 2 summers ago. But the general feeling I had that summer was exciting and good. That was a really good summer, the team was really close. Ahhh those were the days.
I've realized that reminiscing about past times doesn't really do me much good, I think it just makes me sad. So I am going to try to just remember the good times, but not try to relive them in my head all the time. And make new memories. That's the plan. Damn it's hot in here. Ugg. And I am not getting on aim tonight because I wasted like ten hours on it last night.
Despite all the the work it takes to own a house, I think it will be really cool. Jen, Katie and both Laurens are really easy going and fun. And I have rarley seen them in bad moods. So I think that will be good. Although I am going to try to take advantage of living in the dorms because it's a good way to meet people and everyone lives really close. I'll try, I just think it would be weird trying to meet this people this late in the year. Elton John is also a very talented artist as well as DMB, all of them have been what I've been listening to all week. Along with 200 other songs that I downloaded onto ares.
Well that wasn't as short as I thought it would be. I should get started on all my work...or maybe I have some laundry I should be doing. Hummm. Who knows. K I will be back.
Well I must make this quick. But all I can say is I have a lot going on in that little skull o mine. We have to go look at our house later today and I want to, but I am feeling stressed because Lauren's dad doesn't like the fact that we still have to pay for the house during the summer, even when we're not living in it. But that's the only way you can own a house, I'm not going to live in some appartment and have to move out every year and move back in again. That would be awful. I'll have my dad talk some sense into him. So I hope that works out. Secondly, I think Kristin hates me...for various reasons. Lauren tried talking to her today and I think she took it differently than she meant to say it. Uh o. I hope there aren't any hard feelings.
I also have a lot of homework that has accumulated since I haven't really done any since I've been here. O no. I have a shit load of reading. And I think the rest of this week is going to be really busy as well as the whole weekend. I have no clue when I am going to get going on all that. I do feel better that I swam last night and lifted this morning, but now that I ate more than I weigh, it probably doesn't matter.
I am just going to day I absoutley love "Man on the side" by John Mayer. I like a lot of his songs, but for some reason this reminds me of good times... I mean nothing too great really, driving home for st. claire after practice 2 summers ago. But the general feeling I had that summer was exciting and good. That was a really good summer, the team was really close. Ahhh those were the days.
I've realized that reminiscing about past times doesn't really do me much good, I think it just makes me sad. So I am going to try to just remember the good times, but not try to relive them in my head all the time. And make new memories. That's the plan. Damn it's hot in here. Ugg. And I am not getting on aim tonight because I wasted like ten hours on it last night.
Despite all the the work it takes to own a house, I think it will be really cool. Jen, Katie and both Laurens are really easy going and fun. And I have rarley seen them in bad moods. So I think that will be good. Although I am going to try to take advantage of living in the dorms because it's a good way to meet people and everyone lives really close. I'll try, I just think it would be weird trying to meet this people this late in the year. Elton John is also a very talented artist as well as DMB, all of them have been what I've been listening to all week. Along with 200 other songs that I downloaded onto ares.
Well that wasn't as short as I thought it would be. I should get started on all my work...or maybe I have some laundry I should be doing. Hummm. Who knows. K I will be back.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
The first steps
Ok. Take it easy on me... all I wanted to do was post a comment and they made me sign up. So I am going to try this out, I think I will like it. But for now this is all I will say until I have found some pictures.
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