Monday, April 02, 2007

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Sigh.

Sometimes I wish that we had a rechargable battery that we could plug into whenever we get tired and it would feel like we had just slept 8 hours when we were charged. But then there's times where sleep sounds like the best thing in the word. I go back and fourth. Right now sleep does sounds good, but I could just use the battery. There's so much I need or want to do and not enough time to do it.

Life is good, school just sucks. I'm so ready for it to be over and it's just going to get way worse from here on out. Considering I haven't done any homework the entire year pretty much because it's all due the last two weeks. And I'll probably just have a nervous break down. But I'll figure out a way to get it done. Somehow I'll figure it out. Today is a pure shit day. I didn't have time to work out really, but then I had two dinners. Greeeat. I'll just have to work out double long tomorrow. There's no reason why I shouldn't, I'm done at 2. So I'm saying fuck it to a nap and I'm going to the gym! Good, glad I got that figured out.
Besides that it's pretty much the same thing. All good stuff, except for my St. Patties day trip to the bars, which will result in soberness for at least one month. It wasn't like it was a bad night--I've definately had worse--but that's just the fact of it. I've had too many nights where I've had worse or I could have had worse. So I'm going to chill out for at least the next 30 days and then take it easy from here on out. Forever, otherwise I'm just going to have to quit all together. It's starting to become more than what it truly is, and I'm just ready to split from that part of my life. Most people don't think I will last a month, which is sad to say, but I'm proving them wrong. For sure.

So that's a good thing, and I'm really excited about it. Along with that I am not eating fast food. I didn't really eat any before, but I might as well just cut that completely out. And I think I might just cut out soda as well. I'll just go all out! So there's my exciting news of the week.

Besides that I think we are going bowling tomorrow night and just hanging out this weekend. I have a lot of homework to do, so I'll get going on that. Ok I really have to study, I'll be back soon probably. Cheers to crystal clear visions!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Pitter patter

I love the rain.
It's Saturday night and it feels good to just listen to the rain outside the window. I was going to put on some music, but I think rain sounds better right now. It's also good to just take it easy this weekend, I was getting so run down this week that nothing sounded better than hanging out with my parents. So that's what I've been doing.

Last week was crazy, and the week before that was even more crazy. That week was Kristin's 21st and we went to Sundance and danced it up until close. Let's just say the end of the night was very regretable. If that's even a word. As Lauren says I need to redeem myself somehow, but I'm not quite sure how. And it seemed like I had a million annotated bibliographies due, which was the ultimate suck, I f-ing HATE annotated bibs. They are rubbish.
This week just seemed like whoooshhh. Class, work, rec, homework, class, work, rec... You get the point. I'm kinda starting to get more busy, but I might cry when finals come around. It's gonna be hell, that's for sure. But I really like work. And I wish I could say the same about class, but that's not the case this semester. I have high hopes for next year, I really hope they don't get dashed again. Let's just say CSU needs to work on hiring teachers, they aren't very good at it, at least in the English department.

So after a crazy week I got to have some fun on Thursday night after I worked an open house for the School of Social work. We went to the bars and then I came home and feel into a deep slumber just to get up and go to work again. At least I was done with class for the week, that's a relief. So after work Lauren and I packed up and headed to Denver where I came home, and got ready for my cousin's b-day celebration. Full of pizza and cake I headed home early and once again feel into a deep slumber. For like 13 hours. It was MUCH needed. And today I just shopped and got a manicure and a pedicure with my mom. Quality spent girly time, and I actually enjoyed it today--even the shopping! That's rare, but I need clothes to wear to the middle school and I am starting to wear the same thing everytime I go, so now I have a few nice spring things I can start wearing. If it ever stays nice for more than two days in a row...

Tommorrow is a lunch in for my cousin's deb stuff, and I'm just looking forward to the food. It should be good, and I'm glad I get to spend so much time with my family before I take off again. And I need to run one of these days, especially since I'm training for a half marathon in April. I might as well be training for my death, because it's seriously gonna be the end of me. It should be an interesting run. And next week sometime I'm gonna go skiing, so I'm excited. Then I'm back to the Fort on Thursday to work and celebrate St. Patties day with my long lost roomie!!

So there's my bi-monthly update. The grand summary of my life lately. The picts under here are from a night were we went to a strange yet fun party. And I am going to post some more from last weekend in Winter Park in a few days. And hopefully I can get my camera fixed one of these days too. Well as long as I'm on the computer, I'm gonna write Ash a much needed e-mail and then off to dinner with the 'rents.
Until then, good day chaps!