All Hallows Eve!

Happy almost Halloween! This is the day I have been waiting for all week. It's gonna be a good one, let's hope. When practice was over this morning I jumped for joy because this is gonna be a fun filled day! Even though it's already half over... and I am still in my sweats with wet hair from practice. Oh well. The plan is we're going over to Chip's to decorate for the big bash tonight and then coming back, getting ready and going to the party!! It will be fun to see everyone's cotsumes. I myself am going to be a pirate. Arruugg mateys! We'll see how that turns out. Ok, well I have shit to do, so I must go, but I'll be back later to give the update and tell how the glorious party was! I'm out. Peace.

Up and down...or I should say down and up

Ok, well I want to say a lot but I have to wake up in like four hours...so I will do a mini survey:

WORST
Memory: When one of my best friends didn't talk to me for a long time
Food: Wasabbi
Fear: Ghosts, death
Regret: Not trying harder at swimming, losing the 200 free relay at state '04 and not calling some people back that could have been friends...
Habit: Procrastinating, smoking when I drink
Class: Logic
Teacher: My Brit Lit teacher (bubble throat, right KC?)
Feeling: Loneliness, rejection, jealously
Drink: Captian Mo
Pet peeve: Broken promises, judging others too quickly
Job: Hobby Lobby or 7/11
Hair style: Frizzy
Shirt you own: My NSYNC one probably...or maybe that muscle shirt Jim gave me
Attribute: Physically I would say maybe my stomach, otherwise I am too critical and self concious
Subject: Math
Annoyance: With me, probably not doing my work and staying up to late (kinda like right now) with others it's not calling back, being careless
Time being sick: Well there have been some times I don't really recall, but out of the ones I do, probably the time I got sick at school freshman year and threw up on the girl's desk in front of me
Time of the day: In the early morning...or 3 am...
Thing in your life right now: My self image

BEST
Friend: I have a few I hold near and dear to my heart
Town: Fort Collins all the way!
State you have been to: Hawaii
Memory: Too many to recall! Some include singing in the car with my girls, trips with my swim team, going to parties at school, late night talks with my buds, drives with the guys, trips with my family, football games, dance parties...
Attribute: Um...my personality??
Song: Oh man, I don't know. Something Coldplay right now.
Kitchen utensil: I like the spatula, but I also like that scary looking curvy knife we have
Thing you have done for someone: Sent my family a Halloween card...?
Dream: Oh way too many. Maybe the night I had the dream where I made out with three unknown guys in just that one night.
Feeling: Laughing so hard it hurts, having a crush, feeling accomplished,looking forward to something
Accomplishment: Winning state in the relay, passing my math class
Color: Purple
Place for a date: Anywhere outside, the mountians, the beach, a park...
Electronic device: The phone followed by the computer
Season: Summer
State of mind: Sober
Age: Probably right now or maybe in two years :)
Picture you have: That's a tough one, I have so many...probably one of a beach though. One of me and my friends on the beach in Hawaii. Ahh Hawaii.

Ok, that's all I can do. I am tuckered. And not to mention dumb. So to bed I shall go. Goodnight!

Hanging by a thread

Well I have not been doing a good job on writing in here at all. And I have no excuses and no news that I could redeem myself with. I wish I could say, I have been studying and getting straight As, but unfortunately that is not the case. Oh, so far from it. To tell the truth I don't really know what I've been doing lately...swimming it feels like. We had a meet all weekend and it was a long one. I was so tired earlier, but now I have my second wind so I don't even want to try to sleep right now. I am a little sad I missed the CSU vs. Wyoming game, I heard it was a good one. A great one infact. Damnit now I'm all stressed out and my eye is twitching. Stupid swim meet making me miss the football game. Luckily it's not the last one. There's one more and I plan on having a damn good time at that one. No question.

Well school is still shitty, I am going to the library this week, I promise, I really have to. But until then tomorrow is a fun filled day of hanging out with my brother (Don't ask why he wants to come up here on a Sunday afternoon) and carving pumpkins! And later of course reading and what not. So we'll see how that goes. I don't think I am actually going to carve pumpkins because my attenion span doesn't last that long and I get bored and distracted. So instead I will clean it out and have Jen carve it while Scott and I watch the Broncos game. Sounds like a plan.

Tonight was the weirdest night ever, and I am really glad I didn't drink because it just continued to get more and more sketch. I don't really want to go into detail about the long, cold, tiring night...but I'll just say foco, what happened this weekend? What a let down.

It's all good though because our party last weekend was off the hizzy! Just kidding, but it was a lot of fun. There was a good turn out and everyone I talked to said they had a good time. I know I did, but the next day wasn't so fun. Cleaning is tiring, but well worth it. We'll be having another one next semester. But that's all we can afford. Mentally and physically. It's a little dent in the wallet as well as the spirit.
As usual I don't know what I'm talking about, so I think I am going to stop before I just start rambling about who knows what. I was going to make a list about the things I learned last weekend and maybe this one, but I am feeling somewhat uncreative tonight and extremely exhausted, so I will save it for next time.

I am going to try to go to bed now and have a wonderful time sleeping in. Ahh my bed is so inviting right now. So I will confirm the invitation. Ok, yeah I'm getting deliourous. I can't spell either. Appologies. If that's even how you spell that.

ENOUGH! Bedtime, goodnight.