Randomness

Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Well I must make this quick. But all I can say is I have a lot going on in that little skull o mine. We have to go look at our house later today and I want to, but I am feeling stressed because Lauren's dad doesn't like the fact that we still have to pay for the house during the summer, even when we're not living in it. But that's the only way you can own a house, I'm not going to live in some appartment and have to move out every year and move back in again. That would be awful. I'll have my dad talk some sense into him. So I hope that works out. Secondly, I think Kristin hates me...for various reasons. Lauren tried talking to her today and I think she took it differently than she meant to say it. Uh o. I hope there aren't any hard feelings.
I also have a lot of homework that has accumulated since I haven't really done any since I've been here. O no. I have a shit load of reading. And I think the rest of this week is going to be really busy as well as the whole weekend. I have no clue when I am going to get going on all that. I do feel better that I swam last night and lifted this morning, but now that I ate more than I weigh, it probably doesn't matter.
I am just going to day I absoutley love "Man on the side" by John Mayer. I like a lot of his songs, but for some reason this reminds me of good times... I mean nothing too great really, driving home for st. claire after practice 2 summers ago. But the general feeling I had that summer was exciting and good. That was a really good summer, the team was really close. Ahhh those were the days.
I've realized that reminiscing about past times doesn't really do me much good, I think it just makes me sad. So I am going to try to just remember the good times, but not try to relive them in my head all the time. And make new memories. That's the plan. Damn it's hot in here. Ugg. And I am not getting on aim tonight because I wasted like ten hours on it last night.
Despite all the the work it takes to own a house, I think it will be really cool. Jen, Katie and both Laurens are really easy going and fun. And I have rarley seen them in bad moods. So I think that will be good. Although I am going to try to take advantage of living in the dorms because it's a good way to meet people and everyone lives really close. I'll try, I just think it would be weird trying to meet this people this late in the year. Elton John is also a very talented artist as well as DMB, all of them have been what I've been listening to all week. Along with 200 other songs that I downloaded onto ares.
Well that wasn't as short as I thought it would be. I should get started on all my work...or maybe I have some laundry I should be doing. Hummm. Who knows. K I will be back.