Annoyed. Annoyed and bored. Those are my two main feelings right now. Not to mention that I am hungry and tired and overall not in a very good mood. It kinda takes a lot for me to be in a bad mood... ah who am I kidding, it doesn't, a least not any more. I would say I'm not usually in a BAD mood, but I always feel like something isn't here. Anyway, I just would like to express my annoyedness. And thanks to one person in particular, they just increased my annoyance level. Thanks a lot d bag. But mainly it's just a lot of little things that compile that add up to my DEMISE! No, just kidding. Well it's Easter weekend and I am at home having a great time...my rabbit and I just hanging out. Hopefully the cousins are coming soon, I'm really excited to see them.
Excitement aside I have a very serious issue I need to put down in words. I have been sober for a very long time. Now, I don't know how I feel about this issue, I mean it's been so long at this point I don't even want to comsume those alcoholic beverages that I once adored any longer. I know, it's somewhat numbing to read this. It almost feels that way to write it, yet I just don't feel the urge anymore. I mean I should just quit while I'm ahead... wait that made little or no sense whatsoever. What I was getting at is that I don't need to drink for a good time. I create my own. Well it feels good to get that issue off my chest and I hope that I can continue my unintoxicated life with ease and pleasure.
But I do have a boring situation going on right now. And I will tell you what it is. My life. It's just a minor detail, but something I should be a little concerned with anyway. I think that I should take action, yet I'm not quite sure how, you see there are a couple things that tend to get in the way. I usually refer to them as school and swimming but they might as well be refered to as HELL and DEATH. Or the firey pit of doom and torture. Whatever they are called they are kind of getting in the way of what I want to be doing with my life. What do I want to be doing you might ask? Well I don't want to go to school and I'm not so much in the mood to swim. So anything but that and I would be happy.
Well my butt hurts from this chair...so I'm going to go eat...or do something productive such as that. I will probably be back when my bordem comes back full blast again. Bye.
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