This might take some time

Once again it has been a long week, and I am going to need a lot of caffine to get me through the night. Of course I have to finish my paper, but I decided that this would be a good warm up...or something like that.

Well today was extremely long, and boring for the most part. Although my plant life teacher just decided to give us twenty points. You would think it would be an easy class, WRONG. Not easy. O well only one more time and the final and I am outta here.
Sick of class, sick of dorm food and sick of the dorms in general. And I can't wait to mention I am pretty sick of swimming. Even though I only went once this week. I just can't wait to get out of here. Or at least be done with everything.
Then I can start work and that wonderful math class I have been so excited for. Ugg. I just need to remind myself it's summer, which is much better than spring, or winter, or fall. Especially since there is no school. And I can actually make some money.

I am also ready to see everyone again, it's been too long. It's just one of those days where I want to sink away from the world until school is officially out. I feel overwhelmed with everything, but I know I'm not the only one. Which makes it seem not as bad, because everyone is going through it, but somehow I feel like I am more behind. My feet are stuck in glue, maybe like three feet deep of rubber cement. And it's going to take me a while to chizzle the shit out of it. So that I can finally get going again. I think it's gonna be a while. Since I am being a negitive nelly, I think that I will just post a poem and call it a day. I wrote it after seeing a painting in the gallery.

FALLING

Splattered colors
I sink my hand into its
Depth
Now I am falling
Through the zig-zag
Bouncing off the
Emerald and jade
Energized strips
Slice
Textured background
Golden spots encircle me
And crowd my vision
Ruby reflects off the violet
Vibrant sapphire seeps through
Subtle tangerine waves
Into magenta
As I am still
Falling into the
Chaos
Of the scribbled
Chicken scratch

Even though that is a little to bright and optimistic for me right now, putting a depressing one would not help my mood. So I will just leave it at that. Now time for the deaded paper. Not looking foward to it. Not at all.